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Seriously who was the anon who asked me if I would marry young? The guy I’m dating currently asked me to marry him and travel the world after the first day he met me. That’s like every girl that lives here dream but for me I just can’t stop getting nauseous every time he brings it up. It’s such a shame but I guess I’m just comfortable and happier alone. I ain’t no wifey . Thanks anon cause you jinxed me. I know the issues I dating some one younger, and now i know the usurea of saying some one way older. Ugh I just hipe my soulmate isnt around just being a whore..

Things Ive learnt about myself

-Im not much of a partier. I rather go out somewhere else but I dont really like big crowds and I would definitely enjoy it more if its in the afternoon
-I tend to shut people out without realizing it.
-I like my space and I think its extremely important in relationships and friendships. Clingy will never be a word to describe me.. detached, maybe
-I LOVE earning money and working, I love having money to pay whatever I want and Ive never liked to ask my parents or anyone for anything. I honestly prefer giving than taking. Plus I actualy like paying my bills, gives me a feeling of having my shit together.
-Im complicated and I have a temparament but I can be the sweetest ever cause Im still super naive when it comes to people.
-I still don’t know how to turn down guys easily or even realize when someone likes me cause Im nice to everyone but when I get annoyed I just ignore or avoid you (I know.. its awful)
-Im really really funny and I lvoe making people laugh but Im also super deep and I hate hate HATE small talk.
-Im REALLY lazy with how I look, I used to care so much in High school I spent more of the time straightening my hair than anything else and now Im to lazy for make up or do anything to hair and the clothes I wear are chill bohemian stuff mostly.

Guys bear with me.. I have a new job as an editor in this NY based menswear blog run by Complex Media and somedays I dont have time to check tumblr so my disastrous queques pops up. but I’ll try to fix that.. Much love xx

"I’ll be honest with you, I’m a little bit of a loner. It’s been a big part of my maturing process to learn to allow people to support me. I tend to be very self-reliant and private. And I have this history of wanting to work things out on my own and protect people from what’s going on with me."

— oh holy fuck. This has all my life been me.

(Source: abstinently, via nathandrew)