Anonymous: why did you get double jaw surgery?
Ive been getting ready for this procedure since I was 15 ( yep.. braces for 5 years which aparently they’ll be taking off next month.. needless to say Im in freaking extasis!!!). I had my jaw and chin far back and my gums showed a bit too much when I smiled so they cut bone there as well..After getting told by my doctor that my face was fucked up for SO long, you believe that no matter what anyone says, and start becoming super selfconcious.. Physically it wasnt THAT bad it was barely noticeable but funtionally it was still as annoying. My oclusion sucked, I think my jaw was getting a bit slanted and I got tired so fast because I stressed my face too much.
People, specially my family used to tell me that there wasnt any need to go trough it because I looked “pretty” already…even my mom was against the surgery so she tried to avoid it so much but I was determined to finish what I had started plus I had the aches, my upper lip was bigger than my lower one I HATED my smile and I just became used to trying to fix my lower jaw by bringing it forward whenever I could, so basically my face was super stressed. Now, Im only through my 2 month of recovery and Im still super swollen. I had a complication with my nose and my noastrils so Im worried the most about that but besides that everything has gone ok. Please keep in mind I went through a spine tumor removal a year ago. Both very different but both very major so I wasnt really scared about going through it.
Anonymous: I'm the one dating the hockey player and I think I'm coming clean. He's so pushy and instigative! It's annoying! He wants to hangout every minute of the day so I'm missing school and now I'm failing so many classes and I have to lie to my parents about "sleeping over friends houses" in order to spend the weekend at his place or go whenever he wants to go. It's exhausting! He comes back next week from some out of state games he had and I'm telling him everything.
Hey girl! its nice to hear from you again! Im glad you decided on doing so since it all seems crazy!.. you gotta be prepared for both of the possible outcomes for better of for worse but at least you’ll feel sooo much better after its all out there! Let me know how it goes! I wish you the best of lucks and drink some shots before to ease on the nerves!
Anonymous: This is kinda complex question but what do you think of Beyonces blonde hair or that she tries to make herself more white, or do you think she is doing that? or is it just world culture than now we are all part of the same mix and it is starting to matter less or what ?
I dont see the “complex” about it. If she wants to “make herself more white” then so be it, she is an individual after all. Here in Colombia were most are brunette, they bleach their hair because media has tought us that blonde is more beautiful. It all depends on yourself as a persona and what YOU think looks better, and feel happier. I dont see why if you dont like something about yourself you shouldn’t change it.
calcutt-a-bitch: Despite your apparent lonerness and inability to maintain interest in any guys who are interested in you I still think you're probably one of most gorgeous people I have ever seen, be it either the internet or in real life. But I mean in addition to your personality too, otherwise I wouldn't be a follower. You seem to overthink everything and I know that feeling all too well. I wish you better luck in the future and hopefully you meet that one guy who just kinda knocks your socks off.
Wow.. thank you! That was crazy accurate.. I think I’m scared.. I think I’m scared I’m going to meet someone so awesome and fall in love and forget about all the goals Ive put myself since I was a kid, I didnt had a happy childhood so Ive always had myself to run to. But then I’m also scared I’m never going to experience love because of the same. Its weird because I feel like have so much love to give to someone but Im so scared of getting hurt that I dont even try. Thanks once again for looking deeper and I wish you the same! ps, you are extremely handsome as well Mister!
Anonymous: He plays for the NHL in the state where I live. I met him at a meet and greet with the fans and at first I thought the whole idea of hooking up with a professional athlete would be so cool and he asked me for my number and we started going on dates and I guess we're almost like a couple now but not so serious. And it's exhausting hiding so much from him! I feel like he's going to find out soon because I can't keep on living this lie it's so exhausting and so much work
Oh gosh.. only reading that added 5 pounds on my shoulders, for how long has this thing been going on? It must be thought for you, I have no idea how you manage to pull this off, I completely get why he wouldnt get with a younger girl him playing in the NHL I bet he must have plenty of girls to chose from right? He is seing you though so it must be for a reason, he must really like you but I think its better for you to plan carefully what you are going to tell him and just do it because things are going to be so much worse if he finds out by himself, imagine if you slip something you arent suppose to say or something like that!! that would be tragic and he would be so pissed you wouldnt even get the chance to explain yourself.
Anonymous: Anonymous: I'm 17 and I met a guy who is 22. I lied about my age and said I was 19 since I knew he wouldn't even approach me if he knew I was underage. I really like him and things are getting serious. I feel like I'm living a lie and I don't know how to tell him my real age and that I'm just a junior in high school and not in college like I told him. What should I do? :(
Oh dear.. you screwed up but its ok I totally get where you are coming from. I remember this guy I met randomly lied to me about his age, I was 18 and he told me he was 17 when in reality he was 16!!! But I found out after I realized I liked the guy too much to care about petty stuff like age and such.. But THEN I met this guy and he told me he was 20 when in reality he was 25!! I honestly wouldnt have minded his age but the fact that he lied to me (and I didnt even liked him much basically) pissed me off and I shooed him. 5 years are quite a lot tho cause you guys are indiferent life stages but my best advice would be to find out if he really likes you before you tell the truth but once you do. oh man you’ll feel so much better cause living a sorta double life must be awful and exhausting!! Does this guy is even worthy of you to feel like that? xx
bitch-b-gone: your body is just marvellous, can i have it?
hahah you are being way too kind, sure, if you dont mind being a tall freak. Im trying to get my high school bod back though so wait for a couple of months lol!
Anonymous: Laura ,why do people like Angelina Jolie so much, what is she have that is making her unique?I mean not to insult her, ,i just wondered. You post her sometimes and your art and looks i think you are ahead of her. So. i just wanted to know whats your impression?
OH GOD. The fact that you just compared me to Angelina Jolie and even put my name in the same sentence as her just makes me wanna do a cartwheel and an backflip.. too bad I can’t:/ You are being way too kind!
Well I think she is such a stuning woman, her beauty is incredible plus she is so talented and courageous. I think she is way beyond celebrity stardom and the hollywood glam.
hw-ax: You're honestly beautiful.
:O Excuse me while I go fangirl all around my house hahah wow I’m flattered! Thank you very much :D
youlostthemoon: Your blog is literally perfection! And you seen so chill. I'm originally from Barranquilla but currently live in Florida :)
You have no idea how giddy I get with this things! thank you so much! No freaking way! Im moving to Florida in around 3 or 4 months when Im healed! Ive always said Miami is like the backyard of Barranquilla haha xx
Anonymous: I have this friend we're not that close tho and I've always found him super attractive. We're both 17 and I really wanna have sex with him. How should I tell him? I don't wanna date. I'm not the whole girlfriend material I just wanna fuck him and later go out to eat something because who doesn't love food?
Hahaha I dont even know who you are but I like you already…, I REALLY think theres close to none chance the guy is going to say no. besides its not like you want 3 kids, a white fenced house and a fairytale ending with the guy so just try promping him and straight out ask him if he is up for a good night of causal sex and a mega cheesy pizza on you ! who can refuse that?
Anonymous: If you do modelling will you be able to use it as a platform to promote your art? i mean designers and things will be noticing if you do art- could be good career move.
Actually creating contacts would be my number one priority. I dont think Id be a good model cause Im really awkward but I dont know whats supposed to be “my art” you know? I just like creating things. Modeling here its kinda of sketchy so I dont wanna waste time trying ro persue something I know its not my passion. xx
cigarrettesyoga: So you're 5'10 and crazy beautiful why aren't you a model? Sorry for being typical tho. hahahaha
Hahaha omg dont apologyze!!you just made my day..and my freaking Christmas haha..uhm Well I love Food and I dont care about my looks as much as I probably should however I promised myself I’d start this year cutting down the awful amount of candy I stuff my face with cause I’ve been getting offers and honestly I need the extra cash for my life goal(career). Thank you,you are too kind!! xx
Anonymous: Do you live by yourself? You have your own place?
I kind of did when I was 15 because of family issues but I’m currenty living with my parents. We’ll see next year though, Im getting a surgery soon(maxilofacial) and I have a business idea I’m working in atm so I need to save the most money I can for now. I do love to have my own space since I’m mostly a loner.